"JOY in the Journey" (post 1)

"JOY in the Journey"
(Post 1)

Last night we ended up praying together but it is still tough.... my children have a combo of strong-willed personality added with anxiety/SPD/possible ADHD and whatever else. My oldest has possibly mild depression along with whatever else she has. It can be chaotic and not a very joyful household. We do have moments of joy but it is not common for everyone to be in high spirits. This is literally my cross I daily bear. I am trusting God because He has a reason for everything but man is it hard. On a positive note I am learning to relate to other parents whose kids have issues as well. I use to be that prideful woman who constantly put her foot in her mouth, thinking I knew everything. But now through this trial God is teaching me to be more compassionate and empathetic. 

God is good.


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

"JOY in the Journey" (Post 6)

"JOY in the Journey" (Post 6) So this morning was complete noise and chaos with the twins. Of course I did not handle it very well. In fact, instead of remaining calm I raised my voice and allowed my own anxiety to take over. It escalated the situation to a different level. I was not happy with myself and ended up calling Jim and the kids to apologize for not handling it correctly. Five minutes later my phone rings and my son had called me from school to apologize for his behavior. We talked, I apologized specifically to him again, I pointed out what we both had done wrong, pointed us back to Jesus and we ended the phone conversation on a very good note. Even in the midst of what seemed like complete chaos I am seeing the hand of God. He is working. And so on this difficult (but also JOYFUL) journey I am choosing to trust my Savior and my King.
Read more

"JOY in the Journey" (Post 2)

"JOY in the Journey" (Post 2) Being a parent of unique, strong-willed, transparent, rigid, and sensitive kids is not easy. It is very hard. I go through times of feeling overwhelmed in this parenting journey BUT I know without a doubt God has us in the palm of His hand. God never promised a cruise through life but a battle with His armor on. A few years ago I would have been crying out to God, "Why me Lord?!" but now I know (not just in my mind but my very core) that He has a greater purpose. And even in the midst of tears and feelings of anxiousness there is still joy. It is an inner peace that is deeper than happiness. I would have never understood true JOY IN HIM without first going through suffering... He has us. I am so thankful! 
Read more

"JOY in the Journey" (Post 3)

"JOY in the Journey" (Post 3) Today I had washed my kids clothing and after picking up the kids and arriving home my one son (who has sensory processing disorder and anxiety) saw that his pants had whitish lint residue on them. Instead of talking to me he had a total meltdown of anger and screaming at me. I admit I was very shocked and hurt. In the past I would have gotten angry and would have yelled back but for some reason I remained calm with God's help and told him he wasn't going to talk to me in that way. I went to my room in tears feeling overwhelmed, concerned for my son's response and just prayed fervently. A friend messaged me telling me that "those who lash out usually need love the most." I thought about that and ended up going to my son, wrapped my arms around him and told him I loved him, that I felt hurt in his response and concerned about his response as well. He just melted...he hugged me back and immediately apologized for get...
Read more